All about love.

A request to blog about my love life through formspring, so here it's.



Ever felt like this? Cause in the past, i always do.

I used to think that all guys are nothing but jerks. Maybe it was all caused by the guys that were once part of my life. Those that would always try to be a part of me, and ended up leaving me, hurting all by my own. They always leave me crying, wondering why must this always happens. I didn't fear, i tried again. Till history kept repeating for a number of times till i was so sick, so sick of being in a r/s. So i started to distance myself away from guys that wants to even know me. I bet every girls out that who got hurt many times does this too? So yea, i'm not the only one. I've to admit, even now, there are many kinds of jerks out there.

Till this guy, which i've known years back but lost contact cause of my 'i hate guys after getting hurt so many times' attitude. Ha ha ha, can't be blame right? Cause i really don't w'na see the same old things happening to me. So sick of getting hurt y'know? Then we started talking, texting for quite awhile. He fall for me, always trying to make me gain the trust i've lost in love. But i never once, never once thought that we might even end up together. Cause i didn't even w'na believe him in the first place cause i used to think that all guys are the same? So i never believe that i'm able to find a nice guy. One day he came over to my house area, we'd a walk nearby. It was kinda awkward i admit. We sat down, talked and stuffs. Till he asked me to be his girlfriend. Yea, he did asked me even before that day but i didn't agree. I was kinda touched cause he was the first guy that asked me face-to-face. I didn't know how to answer, so we continue walking. He held onto my hand waiting for an answer and i...agreed. Don't ask me why, cause i really don't have any idea why. But i guess i just wanted to give both of us a chance. Till today, i've never regretted. It's been almost half a year. I wouldn't say that it was smooth sailing. We've our ups and downs just like any other r/s but how could i stop loving sucha adorable guy, that would give in whenever i'm feeling mad, that wouldn't bear to scold me and such? That will pamper me with all he could? Throughout these months, surprised and happy to say that we've only quarreled once. We both sacrifies a lot for one another and till now i felt that it was so worth it because i don't think i could find any other guy just like the one i'm with now. He's none other than my boyfriend, kenneth leong wei keat. Gotta admit that at times he's real annoying that i felt like strangling him but still....sucha sweet ass at times. So if you're reading this baby, just w'na say that i love you so very much. ;)

So...to girls out that that is thinking of giving up on love. Don't, cause there's always a nice guy somewhere, somehow. All the best sweet hearts ♥